I'm the most stupid person ever! .-.


I love the person I need to dump, and pretty much hate the person I'm dumping them for!



Gohasfosbaljkgbse;lgbnls;dng.

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-Twisted rei.

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Aren't I a stinker?

Break down

Heh, so far this is like my journal the way of releasing myself....


Well I know I'm gonna break down sooner or later my mother yelled a me for eating chips in a resturaunt and it made my feel like I'm an even worse person I don't know why...it just did. I almost broke down right there...I still haven't had a chance to talk to him...so it makes it even worse...thats all I feel like typing right now...

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She has no faith or guts to give him up...

Why?! Why am I so loveable!

Well this post is gonna have alot of confusing-ness...so beware. :o


Soo....I'm in a really horrible positon and I just seem to keep making it worse...So I'm dating a guy, and am Friends with a guy I used to date...they both love me. >.<;;


So the guy I'm friends with is always nice complimenting me and wants me to have feelings for him....and today I started to...but its probably because I haven't seen the guy I'm dating for about...3 weeks or so...;-;

So me and my friend are laying down on the roof and he says he wishes he could kiss me and gets all sad...so I say I think I should go...then all sorts of stuff goes down I tell him I'm getting feelings but its like betraying my boyfriend...and then there is quite a bit of crying....then we end up...-cough- kissing.-cough-


And its killing me inside...to know that I've done this behind my boyfriends back...I really wish that today didn't happen....I didn't tell my friend this...but I really should have....

I don't know how I'll be able to face my boyfriend...or if I should break up with him....but I truly don't want to...but once I tell him about this he'll probably do it for me...

While we were on the roof I just wanted to go run off the edge, I probably should have....I'm completely depressed and confused right now...and I still have english work to do but I don't think I can focus! Could you?


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I know I told you my life was twisted...and trust me it'll keep getting worse...

Do not want.

I have quite a bit of english homework I have to complete, and I really am dreading doing it. >.<


This is not an exciting first post I know. But I'm new heh. ^^;;

So I'll slowly introduce you into the twisted life of Rei.