Well this post is gonna have alot of confusing-ness...so beware. :o
Soo....I'm in a really horrible positon and I just seem to keep making it worse...So I'm dating a guy, and am Friends with a guy I used to date...they both love me. >.<;;
So the guy I'm friends with is always nice complimenting me and wants me to have feelings for him....and today I started to...but its probably because I haven't seen the guy I'm dating for about...3 weeks or so...;-;
So me and my friend are laying down on the roof and he says he wishes he could kiss me and gets all sad...so I say I think I should go...then all sorts of stuff goes down I tell him I'm getting feelings but its like betraying my boyfriend...and then there is quite a bit of crying....then we end up...-cough- kissing.-cough-
And its killing me inside...to know that I've done this behind my boyfriends back...I really wish that today didn't happen....I didn't tell my friend this...but I really should have....
I don't know how I'll be able to face my boyfriend...or if I should break up with him....but I truly don't want to...but once I tell him about this he'll probably do it for me...
While we were on the roof I just wanted to go run off the edge, I probably should have....I'm completely depressed and confused right now...and I still have english work to do but I don't think I can focus! Could you?
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I know I told you my life was twisted...and trust me it'll keep getting worse...
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